POETRY
After a deadly aerial engagement, a cup of tea
The dead will forever bind their miasma to your hair
will knot their shrouds to every hook in the house,
knead your nerves into a legato of sirens
Past the news of war, you socket your sleep in an echo
Between tonight’s sky — brocaded with tomorrow
And tomorrow, there will be the hour of war, creeping like a reptile
across the fields where two countries grow rice with their backs
to each other and fly kites this time of the year to welcome spring
Turning time to flesh
It is early spring, you too feel a tingle in your fingertips,
tremble a moment like a Shalimar cypress, but the masonry of your body
is recalled when warplanes come near, loved ones asleep
all around you. The dead will forever bind their miasma to your hair
And what the newscasters will later call aerial engagement
has been the flute song in your dream all along, chased
by steam engines, swooped up by MiG-21s, surface-to-air missiles
the pilot of the downed plane asks hysterically which country he is in. Which
way should he run? The air as sharp, the trees as majestic this side of the border.
As a prisoner of war, he is recorded saying, between sips
of tea, the officers of the Pakistani Army are thorough gentlemen.
He is nervous. The cup he holds is Raj-white, with a pale green bough,
vaguely Mughal in its vegetal flourish. The temperature in Islamabad is 11 degrees
Celsius, in Delhi it is 16. Yellow trumpet daffodils are blooming.
It is early spring.
A version of this was published in Poethead Ireland.
Shadab Zeest Hashmi is the winner of numerous awards and distinctions for her poetry and essays. Her books include two poetry collections and a volume of essays and poetry titled Ghazal Cosmopolitan which has been praised by Marilyn Hacker as “a marvelous interweaving of poetry, scholarship, literary criticism and memoir.” Comb, her latest book, is a lyric memoir selected by Julia Bouwsma (the Poet Laureate of the state of Maine) as the Best Hybrid Book 2019. Zeest Hashmi’s poetry has been featured in festivals such as the Seeds of Peace concert in Portland (US), and in Museum exhibits such as the Victorian Radicals at the Birmingham Museum (UK) and a Photography/Film screening at the Imperial War Museum in Manchester (UK) in 2024, among other places.

