POETRY
Jealousy for Breakfast
A chipped bowl of fruit, a glass, paralysed
By paint; and I –
Obscured by thick gilt-crusted glass
Obsessed with cheekily winking bulbs,
Glowering at their insouciant modernity while
Ringing from their unrelenting light –
You lodge like a fish-bone in my throat.
Dressed in blurry gold-framed glass too,
Showering you with rage born of unabashed envy,
My eyes glitter as they dream of your fall.
I am on a mission –
To find out why –
A chipped bowl of fruit, a glass, paralysed
By paint; and I –
Squinting at you, I chew on jealousy:
My own fruit bowls hung for a fleeting week
On house walls, and you – no better looking
Than my earnestly crayoned sheets, have basked
In adulation for a century –
You are just a bowl of fruit, and we seek
Profound truths in your grapes, find great wisdom
In your ancient pears. Your apples are tasked
Still with our redemption –
On earth and sky –
A chipped bowl of fruit, a glass, paralysed
By paint; and I –

Hibah Shabkhez is a writer of the half-yo literary tradition, an erratic language-learning enthusiast, and a happily eccentric photographer from Lahore, Pakistan. Her work has previously appeared in Pleiades, Miracle Monocle, Glassworks, Windsor Review, Moria, CommuterLit, and a number of other literary magazines. Studying life, languages, and literature from a comparative perspective across linguistic and cultural boundaries holds a particular fascination for her. She can be found on Linktree, X, and Instagram.