a defiance

i claim to write no ghazals (i am not you) because my language, once removed, is stilted (i am told), a
confluence of consonants at the ends of my teeth (though i speak this fiction often), and because the
rules (those puritanical edicts) have limited my refrain-oh love, oh country, oh my people, oh
longing—but sometimes in my limbs i feel this shape wanting expression filling my tongue with
restlessness, my body with praise, my mouth with devotion and then i sway, against the staccato
grain of rhyme, against translation of intent, against couplet and rhyme and meter, against your
measurement of my suitability, and my words are a song (translated to rhythms that are far too
foreign, i know), to be heard by ears that are used to listening for the whistle of your bombs, for
bodies that recognize, even as they run, a heart that can take over beating when theirs no longer can.  

The black and white photo of Hananah Zaheer shows her looking into the camera, dark hair falling just below her shoulders, dressed in a sleeveless shirt with the words Homies South Central on it and a picture of a pickup truck. The background is plain and dark.

Hananah is the author of Lovebirds (Bull City Press, 2021). Other writing has appeared in places such as Kenyon Review, Best Small Fictions 2021Alaska QuarterlyAGNIPithead ChapelSmokelong etc. She serves as a Fiction Editor for Los Angeles Review, and as senior editor for SAAG: a dissident literary anthology. More at hananahzaheer.com.

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